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Title: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on October 27, 2014, 10:20:31 PM
Sorry for not being around lately but I have not been well. I've only gotten worst. This is not a Pathea matter so this is not the place for this so I added a link where I can explain and say farewell if my health fails further. http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/the-pleas-of-the-fallen/ ..http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/wp-content/uploads/2014/05/picad-seeya.gif
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Malus Tepes on October 28, 2014, 06:23:01 AM
All of my best wishes to both you and your family.  I pray that a miracle happens to help you.  It was an honor having you as part of this community, an honor having you as an online friend, and an honor getting to have known such a wonderful man. 

Here's to you mate. 
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Zifei on October 28, 2014, 09:39:53 AM
Hang in there! I hope you get well soon!
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Grog on October 28, 2014, 10:21:37 PM
Best wishes and please get better.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Aardvark123 on October 29, 2014, 06:33:57 PM
You have my deepest sympathies. Nobody deserves the kind of situation you're in, so I hope you recover soon; the Planet Explorers community won't be the same without you.
I bought your son's e-book, by the way. It seems pretty good.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Trent on October 30, 2014, 02:15:49 AM
I did the same and I have to echo the others in this thread. I hope to see you here again.

Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Lt_Karnage on October 30, 2014, 06:15:04 PM
I hopes you go well again.

Maybe Pathea can organise an auction or sell of a special item for planet explorer in your honor for the work you do for this community. Some benefice could be addressed to you.

I don't know if it's possible but it sound good.

I will see if I can purchase the book (I wonder if my paypal account still work after so many year) because 10 buck if affordable. I wish all the community do the same.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Lt_Karnage on November 01, 2014, 08:08:08 AM
I just buy the book.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on November 06, 2014, 11:39:29 AM
Good Morning and THANK YOU from the Marauder's family. I'm the oldest son, and I'm 15. My Mom and other brother and sisters are here too. We had to take  a moment as we prepare for school to say a "most heart felt thank you to all the staff and members of Pathea and Planet Explorers who came to our aid when our Dad (MARAUDER) fell ill. He is back with us now although not fully recovered but he is home. :) We want to thank everyone who sent there best wishes and also those who purchased the book I wrote. http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/the-pleas-of-the-fallen/ (http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/the-pleas-of-the-fallen/) .Dad has a ways to go to get back on his feet but I watched the fight come back in his eyes when we read the comments and get well messages from you all. I saw the big man tear up  :'( and although he will most likely kill me for saying that, I think you all should know how he feels. We thank you for your support in our time of need and thank you for continuing to share your kindness and generosity with us as we  struggle through this ordeal. Thank you for continuing to share the link to my book as it has become our soul source of income while Dad is unable. Thank you all so much and Dad(Marauder) said to say peace & love to all of you. Thank you from the soul of our hearts. :)
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Zifei on November 08, 2014, 02:02:11 AM
Glad to hear that he's doing better!  :) Hang in there Marauder!
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Malus Tepes on November 08, 2014, 08:28:21 AM
Keep fighting the good fight for your family Marauder!  All our hopes are still with you mate!
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on November 19, 2014, 03:27:04 AM
 Goodnight everyone. Thank you so very much for your kindness over the past few weeks. You literally saved my family. When all hope seem lost you were there, giving me the strength to fight on. I thought I was a goner and I almost was, so God Bless all of you and thank you from my very soul. We have a ways to go yet and the damage done will linger but my will is renewed and I'm proud and profoundly Blessed to have known you all and be a part of such a Great Community. Malus, Zifei, Lt_Karnage, Trent, Aardvark123,Grog, Pastaga, badmanticore, Ramonesfan, yyzdnl,Antiscamp, TheBladeKnight12, FredSpade, Fabrice Werner ,Pathea staff, Stephen Corne, Jordan and everyone who I did not mention in this post, Thank You. I made an update and Thank You video : http://youtu.be/smEDwDrreYU
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Aardvark123 on November 19, 2014, 06:37:04 PM
No words can express how glad I am you're all right, except perhaps these ones here.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on November 20, 2014, 10:40:06 AM
Thank you, I'm glad to know you Stephen.
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Post by: Luminaire on November 20, 2014, 08:54:51 PM
Seems like a lot of people live if a life of hardships. It's always nice to see someone make it through. Not everyone does.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on November 21, 2014, 03:35:48 AM
Luminaire, that is so true. We aren't in the clear yet we are struggling on. I asked myself. What is a miracle? Is it hope manifest or proof of divine intervention? I just keep praying for one. As long as there is life in me, there is hope. Thanks for your kind words.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Antiscamp on November 23, 2014, 01:56:09 AM
I was very ill once too. One morning as I was preparing to die, and it was going to be the last day of my life, someone came to visit. He just stood there, all of a sudden. He spoke to me and I listened and after that morning, my life changed.

I've been watching your Planet Explorers videos with Newt, and I am beating my head on the wall now for seeing your plea just now. I missed it when you needed us the most, because I was modding Skyrim (I'm doing a really big thing (http://frontierskyrim.wordpress.com/)) and I wasn't on these forums very much. I'd still like to buy the book though. The green button on your blog just led me back to the same page. Can you please E-Mail me where I can go and pick it up. Antiscamp@gmail.com

I've seen too many weird things in my life to not believe in miracles. You will make a full recovery! All the best to you and your family. :)
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on November 24, 2014, 02:49:03 AM
Antiscamp, thanks & I took a brief look at your link but it is late so I will take a better look tomorrow, but for what I saw....That is amazing.Thank you for the well wishes and one day, please share your story with me. I will check the site & email you.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on December 05, 2014, 03:48:33 AM
Well I started a new series not related to Planet Explorers called Da Truth B Told .In this new series I speak out about the situations around me and try to find the light in this darkening world. Cause paradise is only a paradise if you can enjoy it. http://youtu.be/jUJ1At-89_w

http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/the-pleas-of-the-fallen/     

http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/
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Post by: Aardvark123 on December 05, 2014, 09:31:48 PM
I don't really know what to say, except that I may have been desensitised to charcoal due to some rather bad cooking (on my father's part; we're not especially poor, though, so I really can't complain).
If you monetise your YouTube account, I wish you the best of luck. Most people should be able to tolerate adverts for the sake of an innocent Caribbean family making ends meet, and those who can't tolerate them won't get the time of day from me.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Luminaire on December 05, 2014, 11:37:32 PM
I wonder how different my life would have been if i had the time, resources, or ability to write things out; to describe who I am, and what my life had been and is today. It's something that I had desired to do, hoping it might make a difference, but sometimes I guess people simply can't do things on their own.

I still think about it. What would be different if even a few others knew. How much of a difference would it make if even more than that did? But I wonder if it would really matter. If there really was a point to it all.
You have people to take care of though. A well justified motivation to keep on fighting, and do the best you can.

I don't know all the details about all this; about what's going on with you. I havn't delved enough into it, but it's not something that i can just simply read and then forget about for reasons. Sometimes you read things that carry their own weight in your mind against your own choice.

My living environment to me is short of royalty.. It's definately something that does not escape my mind - just how blessed I am to have the things I do. I can't provide for others well, but my family definately provides for me. I would be lost without them, and they have kept me going for a very long time..

At this point i'm not sure what else i want to say, as I'm typing as things swirl around in my head.. I guess ultimately, i just want to say that I hope things work out in the end.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on December 07, 2014, 12:14:04 AM
Luminaire, In your heart lives a poet. The words you express are sheer beauty. Even the fact that you question the world around you was inspiring to me and for that I want to thank you.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on December 29, 2014, 11:41:59 AM
Hi everyone, things have not been so great lately but we managed to keep the roof over our heads and pay all the bill from November. Just December to worry about and the next set in the New Year. Gotta take it one stage at a time or the stress and anxiety will overwhelm me. I'm not back to full strength and that makes it feel like I'm running around with a borrowed body. I will continue to post updates on my Blog ( http://www.gobeyondtherim.com/ ) so not to inundate Planet Explorers with them. I cleaned a house for some money last weekend and although it was just two days work, it felt good to work again. Even cleaning floors, windows and toilets felt satisfying. I could of worked faster and better if I was the old me but sadly this new body has limitations. Anyway I set up a donation button on my site and I followed the suggestion of some other members to start a fund at http://www.gofundme.com/Edge-of-Existence to prepare for the worst. Well all the best to all of you and congrats on the .086 steam release. Happy Holidays and Happy New Year from Marauder and family. Oh, and thank you all for all you have done and especially for being part of our family and lending us hope. Love you all.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Raggydoll on December 29, 2014, 02:24:50 PM
Im a newbie here, but somehow latched on to your thread as you do, all the best to you and your family in the new year, it does sound like you are improving steadily, please dont do too much and have a set back. 
I too believe there is more to this world than what we can see,and asking for help is usually answered is some way.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on December 31, 2014, 11:05:37 AM
Thank you Raggydoll, everything you said is true. I'm not improving steadily, I wish I was, and it is hard to see the plans of the spirits that be. I know the creator has pulled other men out of worst so I hold firm to that belief that one day I may climb back up. But there are time when it all seems too much and with every passing day my fears are realized more and more. But I still believe, even when my hope is gone..I still have faith. Thank you for your encouragement. It's New Years Eve today, 2015 approaches. Happy New Year to you and all the ones you hold dear. Blessings be upon you and all that you do.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Marauder on January 02, 2015, 03:50:49 AM
Happy New Year Everyone and all the best to you and yours in 2015.
Title: Re: I hope I recover from this but things aren't looking so good
Post by: Syllia on February 20, 2015, 01:20:43 PM
i'm so so Sorry to hear that, I Really am, I always try to not shed any tears because i believe i'm stronger than that, But after reading your blog, i couldn't help myself, I know it's hard to admit the need of help, to you, to family, and even more to strangers on the internet, i got shot once while i attended police school back in 2013, i'm still Recovering, But my Country Cared well for me, and i'm Disappointed that yours just let you hang, For what do ppl have to pay Taxes to a country to support them if the country doesn't support them at all, I hope you feel better Soon, It is Important to have faith, It's also important to have respect, especially to yourself, you are you, you are not worse than anyone else because you don't have some fancy car or 20 Big Houses, Weak folks have to identify them self with thing they own, but strong ones know that things like Loyality, Respect and Compassion make a great Human Being.

i Try to scramble up some money that i will donate to you, it won't be much, but it will be something~

I wish you, and your family all luck in the world, Keep Fighting, The one who Fights always wins, Sooner or Later.
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